Let it be known that it has been a while since I last have touched any dj equipment in the longest time. (10 years!) I would post the song up but I’m not sure what site would let me do it. (Not myspace. I don’t like that place.) And with wordpress, I need to buy a space upgrade… money is kind of tight at the moment. I could do it the fail way and shove it into a movie program, slap a picture on it and upload it to youtube. Then have it set to private and post the link. I’ll figure something out… if you really want to hear it just email me or send me a pm on where ever you found me from.
I really need to learn how to beat map and find a lot of samples and all that fun stuff… not sure if I really want to actually go back into this. But one thing for sure… it’s nice to play around with.
I need to buy some dr. scholes or however you spell it.
After 9 months I finally get a job. There’s still hope in this world I guess. The fun and scary part is that it’s a new field that I’m not used to yet. I’m getting away form the customer service and going into cooking. I find it fun because it’s something new. It’s scary because I’m afraid I’m going to screw it up badly. As long as I’m confident, I should be fine right? Please don’t let Murphy law get me! I’m not going to post where mainly because of stalker issues. (Even though I know that I don’t have any, but it can happen though right?) The only thing that I’m worried about is that I’m going to come home and I’m going to smell like food. It’s a good thing it’s not a super fast pace like a fast food joint. Oh man I’m really excited for this job.
So recently I have been thinking maybe it’s time that I start trying to become more independent from my family. In other words, I need to let my wings spread out more. And no, I don’t think I’ll be moving out, since school is really close to home. So I thought to myself “Why not. Let’s change my theme on wordpress.” It’s like I wanna feel that new fresh start in life. Like restarting your pokemon journey in each version. So anyways…. right now I’m running the Modularity Lite theme and I actually like it. I mean I used to think that a one panel looked like crap. But after what I done with it. (Change my background, and changed my header) I really like it. I mean even if I wanted to keep my 2 panels, I think it would of still looked a lot better. So props and kudos to the developer(s).
As for this new path of mine. I think I’m just going to start doing more things on my own. From learning how to cook, and putting myself back on the right track. I need to get up and find the answers myself. Nothing will come to me if I just sit there. I need to make a new journey in my life.
Why would they lock my account when I’m sitting here trying to pay my bill? I really need to get a job…
So I been playing the Kingdom Hearts series on the hardest difficulty. And it’s a massive pain. Especially when I get caught in a combo and I can’t get out of it. I just picked up Birth by Sleep, and I am actually liking the battle system on it. It’s a bit easier than the first installment but there is some drawbacks to it too. If you follow the storyline; it’s pretty much about the light and darkness. Positive and negative energies of the world and as well within each person. ect…. What’s funny is that I grew up learning about this and it really hit home for me. The Light and the Dark go hand in hand. It keeps the world at a balance. Having more on one side then the other will cause an imbalance and things will…. lets say rock the boat.
Anyways I chose the song Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru because right now, it feels like I’m stuck at a stand still and everyone is moving on without me. I know I shouldn’t be thinking like this since I know that my friends and family will always welcome me with open arms. I also chose this song since it best represents my feelings right now with my partner. We’re two decades apart and we’re learning from each other. He’s telling me to stop and think about it, while I’m forcing him to walk on water to see what I see.
And thank you Birth by Sleep; You have made me want to write a novel about 3 guys who are in a love triangle between each other.